This is where I stuck in

Is this a gift or an examination?
I got a job a month ago. but this is very unpredictable job for me. I stuck in a horrible job. but Ive been trying to see in a good point of view.
8 am I go to office, then sit down, turn on the computer, and start to text something. Actually my job is a lil bit bored.I cant handle to be sit around in a long time in front of the computer.
This job is called HRD. u kno the mean,ha?yes. servicing annoying ppl. U kno that ppl have different minds, different ways, different anything else. and the point of my job is to make their different things the same and not conflicting another. What a suck!!
However, I have to do this job until my contract is over. and it means that I have to stay here for the next 5 month!!!! Arrrrrgggggggg.............................
In other case, I have to disguise my own self as a good girl in a neat dress.Not so me!!
EEwww....................I feel so caged here. I cant hang out with my crazy freinds, I cant do anything what I like!

Sum other ppl say that I have to thankful that I can work here.yes, I did.of course I do thankful to God that I can get a job and i can earn my own money.
But in other way, I can push my self to do this job further more.I think this will be my experince to get another better job. I figure out that I cant work in this way. I cant work with computer turn on in front of my face over and over again. I want to earn money with my own way. not like this.
Sometimes I feel guilty to God. I always grumble with everything.